December 28th, 2007 (01:40 pm)
I once shopped online for 4 hours straight. then I couldn't find the remote for the TV for 2 minutes straight. when I did find it I threw it against the wall as hard as I could. breaking the remote and denting the wall.
it made me think of when I was a kid and I would try and rationalize why people would get angry and and do something stupid as a result. As an adult I know that people, including myself will do irrational things. it's the human animal.
It made me think of people who never appear to get mad about anything. I tend to believe nowadays that they are either a) repressing that anger because it goes against how they think they should react. b) to afraid to get angry. fear trumps their anger. c) not emotionally invested in the situation. people who don't really care never have to get angry, because they don't let themselves feel the event. they are numb to it.

Here's another pic I made when I was really mad, I think it turned out okay despite my shocking irrationality.
also - she has a nice ass. and her skin color matches my current journal scheme!